How do I feel?

In this blog post I will reflect on my feelings. I feel these last couple of months  have been super busy for me. I’ve dedicated myself completely to my job, and school. I can easily say that it will be great to focus only on my work, and students. The toughest part of the TIR program is to find some time for yourself, and your family. I am married, and I miss time with my husband.  He has been pretty supportive, I couldn’t do this without his help. We don’t have any children yet, it must be extremely hard to do this with a family to take care of. This fall break we tried to spend time as a family, and I feel pretty renewed.  We got to clean my house thoroughly, and some home projects.  I was able to take two midterms, and grade student’s work.  I will love some time for myself as well; joining a Zumba class is what I want to do once I am done with the program. Physically, I feel I want to exercise.

My most difficult students, I see some light at the end of the tunnel. Some of them want attention they are not getting at home, some of them need validation. I am learning everyday about them; most of them are doing well in math. I feel, after recess is my most difficult time. They always come fighting from the playground. It is also hard to get them motivated in Spanish, some of them show absolute no interest for Spanish and it is very frustrating. Positive reinforcement works pretty well, with some of my most challenging students. They need to get something when they do as they are told.  I will implement a couple of new procedures after recess in order to have better results with their attention, and behavior. 

My students who pay attention, are learning a lot, and it is reflected on their grades. Still my goal is the same to have an inviting learning environment for all of them, and that they feel appreciated, and respected always.